Where am i?
What happened?  
why does she lay there?
I awaken from a freakish desire...
Blood runs down my tips,
I dont know where i am.
Confused,... she is limp....
A random tear down my face.
The car is smashed... nonexistant.
I know it is lost.
Her breath deceased...
mine lives for more.

why did i leave it on the train tracks?
i love her only to take what was mine.
She can never be alone with out me.
Thats why i did it....thats why i did what
i needed to do make her internally mine.
I killed like i have in the past and
going to in the future.  
i feed off of love desire lust
what more can i do just keep feeding.
warping the minds of the young and
the mischievous.

But after this accident i am done.
I must rewind to the past
and be the little girl running
in the golden fields of fresh
dry lovely flowers just making
tracks the braid the leaves into two.
I must go back before the feast.
I must go where innocents was
beloved in more than eyes.

I must go and see what i was
before the monster of feeding
i have become and i dont
know how or why i became.